Shud i do something big or maintain... ?

First of all, I dun really understand josh lm attitude man.. He kinda push me to aside today.. Bloody. Nvm la.. I think that my life is satisfy unless my this exam is good. By the way, My first term exam is gonna be shit because suck preparation and careless feeling just filled me. I think i had changed a lot. I want the same acheivement and enthusiasm i had during my last year's final exam. I am afraid my result is depressing. Maybe depressing is good so i would study harder 4 mid year but i shuddn't think too far because it's really too far. Exam's next week. Jt just finish his 'small exam' today so.. Sukan tara haha theres one girl in form 1 said sukan terror. Nice..