Shud i do something big or maintain... ?

First of all, I dun really understand josh lm attitude man.. He kinda push me to aside today.. Bloody. Nvm la.. I think that my life is satisfy unless my this exam is good. By the way, My first term exam is gonna be shit because suck preparation and careless feeling just filled me. I think i had changed a lot. I want the same acheivement and enthusiasm i had during my last year's final exam. I am afraid my result is depressing. Maybe depressing is good so i would study harder 4 mid year but i shuddn't think too far because it's really too far. Exam's next week. Jt just finish his 'small exam' today so.. Sukan tara haha theres one girl in form 1 said sukan terror. Nice.. 

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Let's break it down

Alright so my sister just moved to adelaide one week ago and she is starting to get used to lifestyle there , so is my great friend, jt . It is really clearly that he is also starting to kick in that java. What about me? It's like 

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Everybody's changing and i don't feel the same. 

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I kinda envy the life that most of my friends are having now not including jt, two years ago.. 3B. It is a year of being in the same class as the chinese and fun-going friends. Good thing is sitting near them but sadly i can't get going with them because of not participating in their band and language. As a matter of fact, my chinese is not fluent and that takes me further away from them. Then, i move to 5B. The year of being in the same class as the english and another fun-going friends. Sab kick in and joined them because i can see that she desperately need some friends that she can always spend time with. And after visiting kp's blog.. i am jealous. Most of it is my fault, i dont sit with them , i don't act the way like them, for example josh lm is always pushing me to a fking side. Ok i after thinking twice for a moment... i realise that need not to be in that group.... Remember FOCUS. At last , i feel that i just need settle down. =$